What to do with myself . . .

Tonight Mike and I met my mom half way and left Kyler and Kole with her. My mom and Mike's parents are going to keep Kyler and Kole for the next week while Kellan hangs out at home with me. We are so blessed to have grandparents that love our children and want to spend time with them and spoil them. I love to see my children excited about going to see their grandparents, but what is it about saying good bye to your child?!? It has never been easy for me. It is like I have three hearts walking outside my body. I had always heard that before having children, but it is so true. I am such a big worrier and I hate that because I know to worry is to not have faith in God. I pray for safety for my children as we are apart and peace for me to allow them to spread their wings as they get older. Usually it is the parent comforting the child, but as we left Kyler tonight she said don't worry momma Midland isn't too far away. I asked if she would call me everyday and she said she is going to be pretty busy but she would try. Oh, how I love my children. Kellan has never been alone. I am sure he is going to get pretty bored with no one to pick him up or accidentally knock him over. I am looking forward to spending time with my baby before he turns one.