Germs, Sleepless Nights, and Blessings

Poor Kellan has just had a rough time. Last week it started with diarrhea which I thought was from teething, than it progressively got worse. On Thursday I took him to the Dr and his Oxygen level was at 92. They usually admit kids under 92 into the hospital, so he was borderline. They gave him steroids and we have been giving him round the clock breathing treatments but he is still not feeling all that well. It is just so sad to see little babies so helpless. He can't lay down because that makes him choke he coughs so much, so we are going on our 4th night of very little sleep. I just want him to be better. He got RSV like a month ago and they don't think he ever fully kicked it so this time around it is even worse. Thankfully Mike and I have been rotating shifts. I don't know what I would do without help. Mike's parents also came in this weekend and played a lot with Kyler and Kole since they aren't getting much attention these days. That was very helpful. Gramps and Kyler played plenty of Wii and I think she got Gramps addicted. I hate when I am sleep deprived and have sick children. I feel like the worse mom because I am so impatient. I admire and say daily prayers for parents with terminally ill children. They truly are angels from God. I am so thankful for my immediate and extended family, friends bringing me super and Sonic cokes, and a child that has RSV, not something that could be much worse. I am blessed.